Dear Diary,
"Falling in love is a feeling and keep on loving is a decision."
21:07
Hi!
I am feeling little low right now, everything around me is a mess...I am in a mess or should I say I am a mess.
Yesterday, for the first time I went to purchase liquor...a new experience.
Although drinking was no fun.
Today, right now at this moment, I am angry, sad, low or whatever Idk what the feeling is called...but to overcome it I am eating, I had a proper diet till afternoon but since evening I am purposely eating food which I should have avoided...or I should say I am purposely overeating, I ate cookies, sweets (kaju katli) and I will eat biryani and uske baad bhi mann kiya...I will eat chocolate fudge brownie too... atleast eating gives me happiness.
How I am feeling, what I am feeling, I don't want to write about it today...I.just want to write to get out of those feelings...
I am not sleeping early today...
Bye!!!