Why harm myself? Food always tastes good. It will taste good, regardless of how much I have now. Tomorrow I will still want it. And the day after. And the next. But only so much food will benefit me at the time. More will hurt. I won't have enough now to not have more later. It is just food. I hope I won't overeat anymore. I know I probably will, but I hope to change my attitude. It's going to be okay.