Dear Diary,
Hi, Morning 🌞
About yesterday I will write later, but yaa Divya was here last night, she always 90% of the bed and blanket, she sleeps like aada theda huh...I started watching Bandish Bandits season 2 last night at 1 am, I thought I would watch only 1 episode but I kept watching it till morning 7:30 am and after that I felt that I can sleep atleast one hour and didn't even bothered to say bye to Divya...but I guess it was a bad decision to not to sleep whole night coz I am not okay right now at this moment health-wise, yesterday Divya was giving me all the gyaan to sleep early and get rid of the dark circles but the same night I didn't sleep at all... and right now I am feeling unwell and sick.
Around 5-6 am in the morning I so wanted to hold him tight and sleep in his arms...I don't why I was thinking about those things, I mean I was craving for his touch...how his hands would touch my skin and how my body reacts to it... usually I don't feel any sensation when I touch my skin but thinking about how his would move and how my body reacts to it...while moving my hand on my stomach and rib area I felt the sensation...that increased my cravings to another level...well I can't help it and can't get rid of it also...I have to live with it.
Anyways, ghar pe kisi ne sone bhi nahi diya...so right now I am feeling uneasy, cold, I am sneezing, my body definitely needs a sound sleep.
Hope, the day goes well today...I will write again in the evening about yesterday and today, from yesterday ( Dental treatment, Divya k gyaan, etc)