Dear Diary,
"In a world of red and green flags, I prefer white - someone calm and kind, bringing peace and happiness to my heart."
Hi,
8th Nov - Vinita got blessed with a baby girl. I went to meet her. Happy for her.
9th Nov - I went to meet Sana Ma'am and I finally enrolled for Happiness Program and attended the first session and I liked it and at this point, I think I needed this. There are days when I fail to sleep, stress, anxiety, hyper reactive, and many more.
But all these went vain, as mummy papa called me and again the same thing, why marriages are so difficult.
Firstly, ladka dhundhna mushkil hai, dusra jab mil jaye toh shaadi krna mushkil hai, people can't let raise above their egos. In my case, both families don't like each other and there is a huge difference between both families. And I feel if this alliance continues, everything will be difficult, the same thing will be continue and there will be disagreements on each and every thing. And sometimes I might get very frustrating. I had a bad fight with mummy, I said many things which I shouldn't have.
10th Nov - Samyak is here, I went to pick him up from the airport. Let's see how things go ahead.
I went for the second day of Happiness Program, it was easier for me to perform Sudarshan Kriya today compared to yesterday. I will write a seperate note about my experience at Happiness Program.