Dear Diary,
Hi!
I am back again.
Sham ko bahut jyada headache ho raha tha fir I thought ki bahut hi jada bhookh lag rahi hai so I should get up and jaati hun thoda bahar but fir usi samay Samyak ka call aa gaya and usne baat karaya apni mummy se, mausi se, mausa Ji se, hai to cutie hi, chhath Puja hai tu matlab chhath ka second de tha aaj kharna wala, to uske liye call kiya tha aur waise bhi mister busy man ban ke ghoom raha hai, waise ghar mein bahut kam hota bhi hai chhath hai, main baat karne ke baad khush ho gai thi,
Toh fir main mummy ko batane ke liye call ki to pata chala ki Mummy ghar per nahin hai Papa phone uthaye, papa ko batayi matlab papa ko nahin batayi, papa se normal hi sab duniya bhar ka baat.
Fir Papa bataye ki Mummy chhath karane ke liye kisi ke gayi hui thi aur papa to fir usi mein bole ki deoghar mein to chhath ho hi raha hoga, tab boli han aur batayi ki call kiya tha Samyak fir papa bhi khush ho gaye.
Uske bad fir mai gayi thoda bahar bahut der se bhookh lag raha tha, bahut ganda wala toh main gai bahar gayi gupchup khai uske bad bhookh lagi raha tha to main Aman ko call ki, he said ki abhi nahin a payega to I went to sprout house, bhookh lag raha tha to Kadhi chawal khayu, us samay Aman se baat ho hi raha tha.
Aaj mere ko Aman se baat karke bura laga yaar matlab expect nahin thi, jab wo bola job dekh raha hai kisi similar company mein tab mere ko laga kharab, I said ki sahi hai tum dusre jagah job dekh rahe ho mere sath kam karne mein tumko dikkat hai aur main usko yah chij boli ki main koi baat bura lag gaya aur aaj ke baad mein kuchh nahin bolungi usko,
Aur ye kya baat hai ki main busy ho jaaungi shaadi waadi hona hai to main focus nahin rahega kaam per yeh sab, company nahi chalega toh isliye wo kahin aur job dekh raha hai.
I said ki mujhe achcha nahin laga and yaar tumko main Apne sath kaam karne ke liye boli Tum wo nahi kar sakte ho to ab main tumko aaj ke bad kuchh bolungi bhi nahi bas itna hi boli usko mai fir job karna hi to jis company ka inquiry mere se kr rahe ho usko chhodo but acha option bata rahi hun same chiz ke liye wahan jakar kar lo but he is like nai mai November k baad karna chah raha hu, I was like it theek hai yaar ab main kuchh tere ko bolungi hi nahin.
But mere ko sach mein kharab Laga bas kharab Laga in short bola jaaye to mujhe reality check Mila ki theek hai logon se kuchh jyada expect kar leti hun ya fir main logon Ko kuchh jyada value kar deti hun ya jyada value Karti hun logon ka jyada value de deti hun jitna wo deserve nahin karte,
Mai kuch baatein nahin bolna chahati ki kuch chizen, SP chhodane ke bad Mera koi usko banta nahin purpose Banta nahin tha usko kisi bhi tarah se Jaise usne party solution ka jo payment aaya tha domain n hosting ka wo paisa transfer nahi kiya maine nahin bola use kuch bhi wo bola ki mai baad mein de dunga, I said thik hai, bich mein usko koi payment karna tha to uske liye usko kuchh paise chahiye tha to main bhej di aur bola ki main kal parso me return karunga but meko malum tha ki kal parso return nahi kar payega aur main kuchh nahin boli aur main usko de di aur maloom hote hue ki ye return nahi aaega but chhota chhota amount hai thik hai ,
usko ye chiz laga hoga ki yaar iske liye itta sab krta hu to itna to chalta hai.
Meko ye bhi kharab laga ki yaar how can he say ki Tum to busy ho jaaogi to idhar udhar hoga to isliye, wo matlab bahut ganda reason diya.
Kya mai shaadi kar rahi hun toh kaam nahi karungi ya kaam mera band ho jayega , bhai main ek proper system banane ka isliye try kar rahi thi ki mera kaam achhe se chal jaaye mere na hone pr bhi but haa work nahi ho paya ye chiz coz mera contribution bahut kam ya zero raha, isliye chizen thodhi kharab hui , but haan 1 month lagega mai sabko pure kaam ko track per le aaungi, sach mein kharab kaga per theek hai apna apna hai sabka, kisi ko kamane hain 3 mahine mein 60000, meku nahi kamana hai 3 mahine mein ₹60000, mai 1 mahine mein ₹2,60,000 kamana chahati hu.
Mujhe pata hai mera weak point kya hai, mai uspe kaam karungi abhi bhi itna kharab sthiti to nahi aaya hai.
But finally disappointment hota hai but mere ko thode se level tak hi kharab laga kyunki agar jada expectation jyada hota hai tab jada kharab lagta hai.
Yahan pe meko ek mil gaya ek life lesson ki sabka apna aukat hai aur log dikha dete hain samay aane par.
Abhi hai ki yaar theek hai jaaye jo karna hai kare, that's what makes him different from me and jo bola gaya hai na ki mera kharab ho jayega kaam, I will show you.
Thik hai dosti wagera rahega apni jagah but mere side se thoda chizen change ho jayenge kyunki main, I hold gradues, simple si baat hai aur ye aisa time tha jahan pe main usko offer ki sath mein kam karne ka taki usko bhi help ho jaye aur mujhe help ho jaaye but you choose something else.
Fir main jaise sprout house nikali na waise hi bahar dekhi kya itna sara police petrolling ho raha hai petrolling nahi police the aur CRPF bhi the pure chowpati side mein ekdum faile hue, ek lady ne puchha bhi ek CRPF personal se ki kya ho raha hai aap log kyun aaye hain, he said kuch nai aise hi, fir mai wahan se chai peene ke liye Amrittulya gayi aur chai pi aur ghar aa gayi, arey haan ye bhi mention karna tha ki main gupchup kha rahi thi na uske baad vahan per do ladies aayi, maybe mid 50s ki hongi, chupke chupke unka photo capture karne ka try ki but acche se ho nahin paya hai but main still upload kar rahi hun.
Ghar aane ke bad main camera me dekhi ki car laga hua tha ghar pe to samajh gaya ki mummy aa gayi hai, mummy se baat ki tab tak papa mummy ko bataye chuke the ki Samyak video call kiya tha beti ko Puja dikhane ke liye to isi baat se log, fir Samyak mummy papa ko bhi video call kiya to log ab एक-दो minute ka baat hua uske bad to sab khush ho gaye aur fir mai usko message kar di ki aur tum to favourite damad ban rahe ho Mera position hadapnd wale ho isse to mere ko malum tha khush ho hi jaega khush ho gaya fir mai mummy ko batayi yahi chiz phone karke, dekho message ki toh Aisa jawab Diya hai to sab log khush ho gaye aur galti se usko Tum bol diye the to mummy ko kharab lag raha tha toh I said kya Ho Gaya Chhota hai na tumse wo, mummy boli ki nai nai damad ho jayega.
Cutie to hai yaar,
sochi thi shower lungi par bahut late ho gaya hai chai pi kar soungi kal subah se Kam karna hai aur kuchh logon Ko prove karna hai ki bhai tum bahut kam aake ho mujhe, you don't know what Shikha Sinha is.
Apne pe aa jaun na toh jo chahe wo kar sakti hun.
Chalo theek hai ab main thak gayi.
I'll go and have my tea some, digestive tonic tea.
At least mummy papa se baat karke thoda acha laga , happy happy wala mahaul tha toh thodha sa kam hua headache nahi to sham ko to halat kharab ho gaya tha mera pura hand shiver kar raha tha, meko laga ki mera BP badh gaya hai shayad, I need to drink a lot of water, hydrated rehna hai.
Pina bahut kam pi rahi hun actually.
I need to get up and have a life.
Abhi pata nahin kya hi kar rahi hu mai, koi nahi, change ho jayega,
Okay! chalo bye! good night!