Dear Diary,
It's getting bad again. Well, worse I mean. I haven't slept in... 27 hours? My brain is mush. Every time a wave of fatigue comes over me I distract myself, let it pass, keep being awake. It's stupid. I don't want to go to sleep because I don't... want to wake up. Which is so, so stupid. And a little worrying. I'm just stuck right now, it'll pass. In the meantime, i need to go the fuck to sleep. Staying awake doesn't mean tomorrow isn't gonna come, it just means it's gonna come slower.