Dear Diary, I am so miserable I am not some pervert or anything. I just started to stop my addiction of self-pleasuring and not 2 hours passed and I'm already thinking about it. I decided to stop because some girl on tinder wanted to sext but when we got on call it became soft. I'm losing too much testosterone. I'm feeling stupid and now I can't go to sleep. Today i also wrote a mock exam it was hard but I think I passed it. Normally I wouldn't type stuff like that for everyone to see but here I am anonymous plus to about it. I just want to go to sleep