Dear JK,
I met my friend after almost a year and a half today. They've changed so much. They are still good people it's just when I met them today I found it hard to confide in them. It felt so different. I should be happier, lighter after meeting them well that's what my mom says I should feel like but I don't I feel just like I was feeling yesterday.
I wish I was closer to them. I wish I stayed with them. I wish I wouldn't have to be the only one to move on.
It was so saddening to see them happy and doing good with their lives it felt like I am the only one who is stuck.
Jk, I truly hate that I am the only one suffering while you are still living your best life
I don't know if it makes me a bad person if I say this
But among us why am I the only one who always suffers?