August 09, 2024

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Dear JK,

        I met my friend after almost a year and a half today. They've changed so much. They are still good people it's just when I met them today I found it hard to confide in them. It felt so different. I should be happier, lighter after meeting them well that's what my mom says I should feel like but I don't I feel just like I was feeling yesterday.

I wish I was closer to them. I wish I stayed with them. I wish I wouldn't have to be the only one to move on.

It was so saddening to see them happy and doing good with their lives it felt like I am the only one who is stuck. 

Jk, I truly hate that I am the only one suffering while you are still living your best life

I don't know if it makes me a bad person if I say this

But among us why am I the only one who always suffers?









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Carol
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ppamuAug 14, 2024

We pray together as oneness.. Hope we meet each other in heaven.. in God's Kingdom after our time in this earth has up, God will call us back in His time.. Jesus bless, sister !

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ppamuAug 14, 2024

shalom dear sister... being honest to own self and heart is not wrong.. it is a brave thing.. at times it is not avoidable to have feelings.. to have thoughts.. what ive read is that you still have this warm love feelings for your friends despite any difference it is now... this world and this life sure is changing, and it is not a bad thing... lets embrace this new feelings and new experience.. it is alright... Each person will have their own special journey... each person has their mission Christ has assigned in this world... and so does a very own special mission for you and your talent in this life... work your own given personalized talent by God for His kingdom... this world and time sure is fleeting quickly... but the kingdom of God remains forever.... Work and love for God... He will lead the way of your own special stories... God knows you in person, and so does He knows your friends and every human in this world.... He loves each of us dearly..... Each story is unique and brings glory to His kingdom.... lets ride this life journey together with Jesus, His plan with us is always beautiful in certain different ways... Halelujah!

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