I honestly just don't believe in myself. Sometimes others around me believe in me more than I do in myself. Others around me seem to be so much better at things that actually matter - writing, finding internships, participating in various programs. And me...
There is nothing valuable in my personality. A lot of times it feels like I don't have one. I feel like I am an empty person with almost no friends. But I'm honestly grateful for my one friend - thank you.
I feel like people around me have it together. They know something that I don't. They live more fulfilling lives. I feel inferior to others. I feel like I am a boring, incapable person. Every challenge I go through I feel like doesn't really help me grow - it traumatizes me.