April 03, 2025

It's day 4 of being off my meds. Completely. I was supposed to do it progressively but the joys of living in a medical desert fucked me over again. So I thought fuck it, I'm gonna go cold turkey. Apart from pseudo vertigos, occasional chills, muscle weakness, headaches and a general feeling of being sick, it's not so bad. I can handle this. I mean, if I'd done it the right way I could've avoided the worse of the withdrawal symptoms, I know that's but it's been two years since I've tried to get an appointment with a psychiatrist so... yeah. Fuck it. I'll do it myself. Yesterday was worse I think. I need to write this so I can get it out, so I can keep an eye out on myself. I'm having trouble falling asleep. I feel less weak today. Once I've gone through the worse of it, it'll only get better. I can do this.