6th June 2024

My dearest Jk,

                   So much has happened in the past couple of months, I got the taste of failure for the  first time and it felt like someone has peeled off my skin and was drilling in my bones. It was heart wrenching. But you never had to face that, that heart wrenching feeling.

And yet here I am, still full of hopes, as if nothing happened. Some people never learn and guess what I am one of them.

But there's something that hasn't changed yet and that's my hate for you. I still loathe you as much as I wish I could stop caring about you I can't

The more I know you the more I hate you because you are everything I could've been if I had better luck, better situations.......

-YJ