Dearest of Diaries, hello yes I know you’re probably asking me what am I doing… at my house, sipping my 4th rum and smoking my cigarettes when I decided to text him and I just wanted to see if he was busy tonight , well…. Seeing him today made me want him. And so I’m tipsy out the back at the table spending money on the online pokies winning but actually losing when my phone buzzed with a message from him saying he’s not too busy and not doing much so yeah I’m here at his mansion, sitting on his bed. I put mr meaty on through YouTube on his tv. It’s so funny though you should totally watch it too if you want. I gave him enough for a love bite. Omg he’s laying down next to me. Ahh he’s so hot. How do I feel knowing that it’s just sex.. knowing that there is nothing ever going to evolve.. ohhh well how do I know. I just go off the gestures he gives me and how me talks to me.
I don’t even know if we will do it tonight.