Dear Diary,I told my self I wouldn’t get drugs today. I told myself that I’m better than that. That I’m a better person without it. But I caved. I know that I’m going to Sydney on the 2nd of June from Brisbane where I reside and going on this health retreat for four weeks. I’ll let you know every step of the way. It’s basically to detox I guess. It’s costing $11000. I hope it does change my mental state. I hope there no hotties and it turns into a love story because I’m there to concentrate on myself. My family is all very supportive. I’ll just miss them all. No one knows I do meth. But they see my drinking and smoking ciggies like a lot. So yeah I’ll be back when I’m drunk hehehe. Ily