Dear Diary,
At this point I think it is just me who cannot try at anything. I am just so tired of this life and just want to move on, but it is too hard for me to move on. I just think I will never see those days I wanted to see, and I won't be able to get to see them if I don't try right now and I am not trying right now! I am just so unmotivated and tired of working. I have no idea what and where this will end up being...So, yes, it is that hard.