Dear Diary, okay the taste of love is sweet also warm and wet.
So I made it safely. It was lightly raining here so he ran out with an umbrella. Then the gate to his mansion opens with a click of a button. So I walk in and make myself comfortable in his room. There’s a tv, (that has binge and YouTube) a lamp two bedside tables, grey/brown coloured curtains and a closet also a hanging wall shelf that has a fake plants on it and a little “relax” sign. His boyish grin is cute tonight.
His straight tousled hair looks nice too.
I’m just smugly lying on his bed next to the curtain writing. He just did a love bite to himself. I once pretended to give my self a love bite but his quick serious hands said no that’s not funny, stop mucking around.
Why it’s just at a love bite.
He let me give him one before ya know.
Me turning into Dr love bite.
Mr crow is now beside me. Probably wondering what Im typing about and who I’m typing to. Maybe I should quickly make a poem right now and then recite it to him telling him it’s only poetry.
Whispers of the wind,
A kaleidoscope of memories,
There I just read that out loud.
And said I’m just writing poetry.
Oh.
One step forward eight steps back.
It is only early, (yeah, *rolls eyes, for him)
Boys definitely think different.
I actually do friggen wonder.
He is just so quiet, which is totally hot by the way.
I think it means think whatever and that is right.
Mwahahahahahahaha.
I’ve chosen to put around the twist on from YouTube. Episode one.
Also.
I was fully wondering who is going to make the first move and as if he just knew what I was thinking he no joke touches me. I was thinking about touching him but I didn’t just yet because I liked being so close to him in his bed in his room. But anyways I took my bra off and we definitely started pashing and his hands were touching and wandering on all my pleasured spots on my naked body. A light massage down there.. around and around he stroked.
I kissed and licked his core but I felt the pulsing need of wanting him inside of me to over bearing I needed him now.
And that’s what I got.
I just can’t imagine feeling like that but all the time. Like us being in a relationship as in Mr crow being my actual boyfriend. I feel guilty or something. Does he know by now about like there may be some loose feelings just laying about waiting to be claimed by him.
SURLEY!
Okay I’m going to play the pokies on my phone. From a $10 bet. Hehehe.
Be right back for an update.