Dear Diary,
I felt the thrum deep in my belly and the feeling of awaited pleasure so close I could taste the sweet bitterness of it not happening any faster. He fills me completely leaving no space. An Instant rush. He takes his time to come inside of me. I feel every inch. it’s slow and drags out. he’s doing it all on purpose. All I can do is close my eyes and tilt my head back as moans of ecstasy escape my parted lips. I wish I had a Time Machine to do it over and over again but I’m lucky because it’s like that every time anyways. We’ve been friends for 11 years. So it definitely shows.
I did get embarrassed when he went down on me and licked my core and opened me up and just kinder stared at down there.
I know I’m cute, so I bet it was too but still I couldn't help but feel a flush of embarrassment. I would suck on the length of him on the few occasions he went a bit limp. I could taste my juices and it felt wet but it also felt erotic. It wasn’t like bad or anything. He would lead and I like the way I make him move it’s like my very own choreography. He definitely fills
my little girl fantasies. He is what I have been craving. He fulfils me.
Listening to my headphones. Mr traumatic - dragon skin obsidian
His touch melts into my skin.
His kisses linger on my lips.
I find myself pouting and missing his hot mouth on mine.
I guess right now I’ll just puff on my pipe, smoke my ciggies, listen to my music, wait for him text me back.
I’ll definitely let you know any updates. Especially regarding him