Nothing Has Changed...

 

Dear Diary,


  It’s 5:30 at midnight, I wake up without an alarm. That never happens and I seem to be ready for what I will be facing today. I rise out of the bed, locking myself into the mirror, seeing that there is no black mark below my eyes. I brush my teeth and take a warm shower and apply the good smelling bodywash to my body. I dry my hair and go to eat my breakfast seating on the counter.


  I get ready to head out. I can see the sun is rising from the horizon and the sky is not covered with darkness and sadness. I walk out and I can smell the earthy smell after it rains. The grass shines as the sun rises from the horizon and the tree’s look greener than usual. Everything seems brighter today! I take a step out of my house, the ground beneath warms my legs as I take a step outside. My shoes seem cleaner and brighter too. The wind sends a breeze down my body, which is perfect for such a warm day to come. 


  I step inside the school bus, and within a blink of an eye, I am at school. I see the girl of my dream approaching to me, she sticks her shoulder to mine and we both walk to the…


Wake up!


Wake up!


Wake up!


It's just a dream...


  “Why, why, why. Why do I have to wake up to a great dream climax!” It is the Greatest fear of mine, when realizing that a dream you wished for, turned out to be just another dream. Nothing seems to have changed, it’s all the same dull and sad world, that I must push myself through.

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