So, I'm 13 years old and yahh. So, have you had that moments where you look at a girl during your online class or face time meet or something... and you hate her? happened to me. So this is what happened...
I'm not like other people, I'm extremely introverted and I never talk with them, I dont look that " good " either... and cuz of pandamic and all, I was forever stuck in the immortal world of introverted people forever... ( atleast i thought so ).
It was 9 in the morning, I was in my bus ( sipping orange juice ) when I heard the bus driver talking to the van teacher ( Its a thing on our school XD ) "so... Evangeline's stop is here, right?" I was like, " oh she's my class, how cool ". I was pretty chill, Until she got on the bus... she was it, that's it. I finally found the one. She looked like a demigod and crazy of it all, she sat in the seat in front of me...
I was shocked and mostly, admired, I never fell for a girl like this. To this day, I dont know how it happened. I met her in google meet and all, but man was she gorgeous. And that was it. I never talked with her, I was either to bumped to talk with her cuz I thought I looked ugly ( i dont think i looked "the ugliest" rn, cuz I was tall and had kinda good jawline ) 1.5 years had passed ant it was the last term of 7th grade. I talked with her, she was friends with her and ngl I was happier than ever...
And that's when everything went horribly wrong. She told me she was leaving... In a blink of an eye, the last day has come, and I was ready with the speech and I was ready to ask for her number, as I approached her, my hands literally shacking to my booty, I bumped off. And then in my bus, I decided to ask her... but she was gone, she was PP ( Parent pick-up ) I swear to god I almost cried.
rn i have another crush , and yeah, tried some dating apps, ( full of 25 year old shitters ) yeah, thankss lol