My first love..

Dear Diary, 

I think I'm in love! He is a really cute, sweet, shy and introverted guy. I'm friends with him. He does not open up easily. I really want to get to know him and talk to him for hours. I keep thinking about him all day. I eagerly wait for his messages, even his simple good morning and good night texts. We both have similar personalities. We understand each other really well. I love him so much! He is my first love.

Sadly, we both can never get together. We live in different countries of different continents. Our cultures and religions are also different. And he is way out of my league. I am not that beautiful. 

I hope I meet and marry him in my next life! I can imagine kissing him in wedding outfits.. 💜💙❤️💛