Dear Diary, I know it's not the best to rely on someone else, but I don't know better.
I really want someone in my life, like, romantically. I hate that I believe in love, in such a way that there could be no one else but your partner and you'd still feel full
My friends have told me to give some time to myself, to heal, and other things. I really want to be a little cold and not to look for dates, but I'm weak and want that thing everyone calls "true love".
I just wish that I didn't love the idea of love so much...