It was easy for a little while. To ignore his existence. Not even glance at his direction. To not even bother saying hi when hes all up in my face looking miserable. And time and again telling Sira how he felt sad cuz i ignored him. It was still bearable. What's not bearable is when he initiates and I can't be too rude. Too obvious. My resolve crumbles everytime he argues with me. That fuckin put together attitude. Break your rules. I'll change for you. Like shut up. Get the fuck out of my mind. It's overwhelming Ari. Please