December 19, 2023
Dear Lord you know I'm tired...
Bad dreams yesterday night. Very, very bad dreams. I've never felt so terrible.
There's no doubt it was the worst nightmare I've ever had. I've been shaky all day, it's ridiculous. Can't stop thinking about it, but I can't talk about it. I can't say those words. Thinking about it makes me want to throw up.
It was just a dream, just a dream, just a dream. Why does my brain hate me?
Working with my mind is like trying to work on a group project with the kid who's always sleeping in class.
Ugh. Get a grip C. More important things to worry about now. Real world stuff. Uuuuuygwkwuegeh Christmas is so close........... Stress stress stress stress.
Can't be poetic today apparently, my brain is going a million miles per hour.
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