Dear JK,
You will never know that I am writing these entries addressing you. Why would you even care about someone like me? And honestly I don't want you to read these too.
You went away today. I will not see you for a year and a half and I am so happy. I won't miss you at all, instead I would be more happy while you are gone. I don't know why others were bawling their eyes out for you. I wanna know what they see in you that I can't. Well I really wish I saw all of that too, I really wish I was able to love you that way too. But I will never be them, I will never love you.
And just so you know I still hate you even more than yesterday but less than tomorrow.
–YJ