Dear Diary,
hmmm, it was the most dangerous yr i had. its the yr that changed myself to another shitty way.its the yr which changed my mind and absorb my evry single cell's power. 2021, i ws 16 yr old, my dad gifted my a phone as the bday gift, even i had a laptop i used my mom's phone to just communicate with frnds and to get notifications frm school.also i missed evry single tution classes bcz of money, 2021 is a period of covid 19..
my father lose his job and i thought i can study through youtube videos and doing selfstudy, but somehow i missed it, i couldnt control my self and i went in a wrong path, chatting with frnds overmidnights, watching thousands of youtube gossip videos, instagram reels- those all killed my mind. also my finals in middle school got postponed. so i always thought i have time!i messed up with evrything.