Dear Diary, I thought that it was just me having weird feelings and thoughts and I'm almost at peace knowing that I'm not alone in whatever I have always felt.I am grateful to have found this open diary today. For once I wanted to feel a connection, belonging and bonding which is unbreakable & I think I have received it today. It made me feel that even though I don't know all these people, we're somehow connected to each others' thoughts now and they're my friends. I wanna see how this goes.I have tried so many things and left them incomplete but I hope I never leave this place ever and I hope that for the plans that I'm making for myself, them knowing about it keeps me accountable. I know, I know, it's bad to dump such a responsibility on people who wouldn't even want to shoulder it. But I just want to do it with the faith that there's no judgment here.