Oh well, I am aware! I am – it is one-sided.

I wonder if falling in-love can ruin friendship.

Or if it can ignite the spark on each others eyes, if it can deepen the relationship.

I know I am greedy- I wasn’t contented to what it is.

Guess love really makes us greedy.

For all the greed, I am loosing sight of the wonderful memories spent and clouded with the possible moments I will have.

I wanted more, and that he couldn’t give more. Yes, I am aware! Yet I want more.

Does love conquers all greed and anxiety? Then, why can’t it be?

Isn’t it strange , you’ve been so close and yet so far.

Loud yet unreachable.

Familiar yet strange.

Delightful yet unacceptable.

Increasing yet ripping.

Expecting yet disappointing.

Isn’t that strange?