Dear Diary
Something happened today. Something really bad. I wanted to talk about it but I had nobody. It's not that I hate my new friends I just don't have that connection with them. I don't ever want to trust people so soon again. I kinda hate myself for doing a lot of things that I shouldn't have.
I don't know if it was right but I didn't stop him when he kissed me this time. He's a good guy and I like him but I m not sure if I m ready for a relationship and it's not just that it's something else too which I never want to confess.
I have new roommates now and I think I like them. They are good people. I also scored nice in my exams. I am having a good time playing sitar. But sometimes I feel like there's something missing. Sometimes I just want someone who can listen to me. Sometimes I just miss him.