October 10, 2023 #480

 

Dear Diary, this week…

 I want to tidy up my room

I want to have some time to sketch 

I want to reply to him

I need to prepare for company trip wtf

Maybe I can go to theater next Sunday…


I’m anemia today. Feeling weak but I decided to come to work this afternoon… 


Since yesterday or the day before, I feel like I want to scream but I don’t know the exact reason. 

Weird… 


Bye


I feel like screaming again..
Period thing or what? 

That annoying man is probably for me to learn how to establish inner peace…
That is practice material. Yes it is. I have potential. Yes I am. Try to pretend like I don’t care. That’s the start. I hate him. That’s okay. I hate his energy and words. That’s okay. But do I want to spend my energy to that man? No. Then don’t spend my energy. Just get my job done and get my money. Pretend like I am a respected and elegant actress. Let’s concentrate 
And that’s all. 
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