Dear Diary,
I feel sad. It came to a point where I realize I keep giving out to people -I don't expect them to give me anything back. But whenever I'd get myself something, they have a lot of opposing opinion.
It sucks. Because sometimes, I'm even forced to pay bills for them. Like this car. I don't even get to drive it.
Although I pay for the gas and everything.
I don't even know how to feel.
I just wanna leave tomorrow.
I wish everything is done tomorrow then I can leave.
Then I can leave the country and do my thing.
I just wanna be able to make sure I look after myself again.
Mom said, she'll take care of the bills.
She'll pay for everything when I go home.
But nah, it's me who pays the bill.
It is me who does everything.
I should probably stop spending already.
I should stop paying for everything.
I feel like a credit card sometimes...