July 16, 2023

 

Dear Diary,


I feel sad. It came to a point where I realize I keep giving out to people -I don't expect them to give me anything back. But whenever I'd get myself something, they have a lot of opposing opinion.


It sucks. Because sometimes, I'm even forced to pay bills for them. Like this car. I don't even get to drive it.



Although I pay for the gas and everything.


I don't even know how to feel.


I just wanna leave tomorrow.

I wish everything is done tomorrow then I can leave.


Then I can leave the country and do my thing.


I just wanna be able to make sure I look after myself again.


Mom said, she'll take care of the bills.

She'll pay for everything when I go home.

But nah, it's me who pays the bill.

It is me who does everything.



I should probably stop spending already.

I should stop paying for everything.


I feel like a credit card sometimes...

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