Dear ghost,
Even if we are alone, shining more than the moon, will the night forgive us? But it is only me, blending in the darkness. In the end, I want to be comforted. I want to be more free. I want to walk around the world. I just want to be found.
This is suffocating me but it was me who tightend the tie. I can not quit yet. I do not want to be impulsive because I have paid the price for it before. This time, I want to think carefully. Dozen of times. So that I do not suffer more. I do not want to die a little everyday.
I know why they shine bright, it's because they are living. Living more than the breath I take. They are the radiant essence of life.
Yours even as I fear to be.