Dear Diary, this new idea, I've been trying to make it work. I'm close to finishing, but now I have some doubts. It's kind of unusual, not that many people have done it, but it's still in alignment to my path, or at least I think so. Not so much about other people's reactions to it, that never stops me in the past, so it won't stop me now - but I don't want to spend time and energy on anything that will distract me from my path, again. Maybe I'm just not ready for this. I can still finish it, I'm just going to keep it to myself until I'm ready, whenever that will be.