May 29, 2023

I am so bored. I feel numb. Everything feels pointless. Even writing this is pointless.

I want to panic and run from everything. But that's classic Jacob and not healthy. I need to learn how to manage.

I really wish Dyno was open today. Stupid memorial day.

I wish Kayla would talk to me. She liked my selfie dump on insta so that was cool but I don't want to be creepy and slide back into her DMs.

I don't think I'm lonely, I'm just bored. And people cure the boredom. Or at least help.