Dear Diary, I will give that new idea a try. I was going to wait until next year, but I think I'm ready now. There are other new ideas I want to try, most likely all of them at the same time.
I don't know why this year I'm willing to explore just anything that comes to mind as long as I can afford it and I have the time and space for it. I'm not normally like this so it's kind of scary.
There were stressful moments too. My SO's health is falling apart. I don't know how to live or even survive without him, if it ever comes to that. I know I will never experience such a strong connection with anyone else. I knew this since the day we met, even with the highs and lows, parted ways and got back together over the years, I still feel the same for him. No one else can see that, but I don't care. It's once in a lifetime experience I'm blessed with and I'm grateful for it.
Got a msg from my family a few days ago. Big changes are happening.