May 06, 2023

Dear Diary,

nothing to report for today! i went to the gym for the first time in a really long time and i'm a little disappointed at how out of shape my body is, but it's a really big step for me to have gone to the gym in the first place so i'm happy

i miss art. i can't stop missing him. i can't help but randomly wonder about him. whether he ate or not, if he's sleeping, if work went well for him, if he ever thinks about me 

that's about it for today i think. i'll still add some songs to art's playlist, even though he probably deleted the one he made for me. even if he forgot i made it for him and even if he's never pressed play, i'll still add a couple in the odd chance that he'll check it and know i was thinking of him because i always am