Dear Diary, not really sure if anyone knows Joanna Borns’ stranger’s diary videos on YouTube.
Her videos are fun and very interesting to me.
That’s why I am open my most of my diary entries here…(because no one can know who I actually am ) which probably isn’t interesting to people for reading. But that’s the reason why I do open my diary here with numbering.
And today I read back my old entries randomly.
interestingly sometimes I forgot what was happening and why did I feel like this and that.
One day I bought ton of Buddhism related books and downloaded bible app. And explained why I didn’t get any Islam related stuff (it’s because I can’t read Arabic and I’ve heard it must be written in Arabic not any other languages) and the whole point of doing that was because I wanted to touch and learn human beings big old very trustable beliefs and way of thinking.
Which I don’t think I barely did.
But I definitely think I was so stressed at that time.
And one more thing… I sometimes feeling depressed like actually feeling low without particular reason. Maybe it’s what it is in my life…. Maybe it’s chronic thing of my body.
I used to write how I couldn’t get job after graduation or such
But I got job after that and now I am taking a leave of absence.
What’s next my dear what’s next…
Will my health be back on track soon??