Dear Diary,
I'm starting my journey to lose 80lbs finally. Im going to be 130lbs. I'm not going to be the fattest in the room anymore. My friends think I'm fat. They try to cover me from people. I can tell they're ashamed of me. I hate having a big belly and having big flabby arms. I hate having a fat face. I hate having bankrolls. I'm going to start today. I started my morning with black coffee and creamer. It's bitter. But I don't care. I prefer to taste bitterness of becoming skinny than the sweetness of being fat. Im going to have 1200 calories today and workout later. And I'm going to start doing this everyday until I'm 130lbs. I don't care if I'm getting withdrawals from these disgusting foods. I'm going to take pain killers and help my headaches. I am going to keep up with my vitamins and all. Hopefully this goes well.