Dear Diary, I wrote a birthday card for her. And cut our enough amount of confetti in flower petal shape. I already glued the envelope.
But now I am not sure. How does it sounds to her when I write “I hope this year will be as special as you are”
Can I write that word “special”…?
She sounds like she is very friendly and tend to be very close with her friends. The words she said, sometimes sound like she want to be with me as long as possible doesn’t mean what I think. IDK I’ve never seen her other friends.
Well ngl I am low energy mode these couple of days and I feel very disappointed when the post office was closed today because of the national holiday. I knew it! So why did I come? …and I am in temporary small depression mode. Sinking into a public bench and overthinking about what I wrote, what is her to me, the possibility of the change the word and the card make between us.
Probably I will come back again tomorrow if the weather is good.
Or lucky, I don’t put postal stamps on that envelope so…it might be an unsent letter.
I can just send her birthday wishes via text chat.