Mimi 's Dear Diary

Index
just a thought
Dear Diary, today...I watched Bhakshak and it got me thinking....what happens to these orphans after they turn 18? well... Option for Boys: 1. Look for job- labor work or anything possible 2. Boys might get into dirty unethical businesses Wors
Jun 24
its all messy (November 11, 2023)
Dear Diary, today was a floor art competition at my school and guess what even after all my attempts I still lost to that teacher's pet *sigh* this was the last year so i wanted to win but i guess my luck was just too bad  and the one that my frien
Nov 10
win! win! win! (November 08, 2023)
Dear Diary, i hope i win tomorrow!!!.... its my last year in high school and tomorrow being the last day for school they are conducting various compiditions omgg i am scared and exicted at the same time but you know... a lot of talented individuals
Nov 08
A conscience? {November 07, 2023}
Dear Diary, I woke up and felt soo cold that it felt like I should skip school today. I'm glad I didn't today was adventurous after all! After arriving at my school I decided to park my vehicle in the parking lot area and I didn't even notice  a MON
Nov 07
feather of hope {November 06, 2023}
Dear Diary, few days back as i was closing my eyes and praying cause I was in need of a feather, a peacock's feather which I was so attracted to that i begged my parents if they could get me one. IT just felt as if, if i had the feather i will have
Nov 06
death...
Dear Diary, as I was writing the previous letter my mother's aunt died it seems she was a cancer patient....I've never seen her  or was close to her so i don't know how to feel but i guess sometimes institutions does come true , the feeling of some
Oct 31
that hurtful past (October 31, 2023)
Dear Diary, that painfull memory...that trauma is hitting me again. I hate it now it seems that im afraid of guys now...can't even trust at my dad at this point its scary, even being near any male gender is scary...im afraid, alone and...tired
Oct 31
hate me
Dear Diary, mother said shut it or i'll crack your skull open with my stick...and my cousin was like-don't take it seriously the meaner the parents are the more they care...is that true? saying to your child she can't do anything you'll just be a l
Oct 27
am i the mean one?(October 20, 2023)
Dear Diary, please listen to this Guysss Ek BaatHaiiAtleast sab se samne aese mat bola krooEk dusre ko ( name) akele me hume bina galti ke kuchh bhi suuna deti h sun lete h Aur vo bhi jab tak dost man kr sab adjust kr rhe Kisi din kisi ko bura lag gy
Oct 20
wow so depressing {October 19, 2023}
Dear Diary, I'M 18 now...fuck this tax shit. fuck responsibilities. fuck people's expectations *sigh* why is like life this depressing I wanna go back TO THOSE PEACEFUL DAYS and i deeply regret why I took commerce ,why did i not study anything in c
Oct 19
These lonely nights{October 01, 2023}
Dear Diary, finalyy!! that rapist guy will be gone tomorrow I just can't wait for him to go....I still can't sleep I start having nightmares...they are very brutal I hate it please just someone ….I want just someone to consult me, to tell me its al
Sep 30
i want a boyfriend {September 26, 2023}
Dear Diary, why can't i find a boyfriend? i just really want to experience what having one even feels like...please get me one 😭
Sep 25
can't get it out of my mind {September 22, 2023}
Dear Diary, I finally finished my mid-terms :') my accounts paper? how did it go?.....shit...it was worst than shit...imma defiantly fail for sure but ehh who cares I finished my exams at least that's all what matters to me. But when i was driving
Sep 22
Im scared {September 21, 2023}
Dear Diary, Heyyy its been a while..how's life...well I have an exam tomorrow...accounts really is tough and its my final year so it puts soo much more pressure but I would not have been so scared if only I studied instead of watching anime and read
Sep 21
God is silent again {September 19, 2023}
Dear Diary, God is silent again today.....Hi, its AJ this is my first time writting to you , i just watched OMG after alli cried my eyes out today and yet you were there sillently watching.....watching me as i cry down and gave me a piece of cocunu
Sep 19
November 19, 2021
Dear Diary, U know sometimes u just want to be sad with no particular reason and the funny thing is ur own brain will ask the question, ''why you r sad, there r no reason '' But ur beloved heart wants to stay gloomy, numb... In between tw
Nov 19
November 07, 2021
Dear Diary, When he said," i will do everything but leaving you is not possible"...  you know what, i really got goosebump
Nov 07
October 24, 2021
Dear Diary, I think i messed up again.... Will regret forever...what will happen I don't know but u always tell what is happening is always good for you then I will believe it now it's in your hand.... Now byeeeeee
Oct 24
April 18, 2021
Dear Diary, Do you know what's today... It's my birthday idiot😁... So happy birthday to me dear .... In my birthday I wish I want to be always happy...i want to throw out my all frowns tension loneliness into the yellow bucket😁😀 P. S -
Apr 18
February 28, 2021
Dear Diary, You are the only one who I'm trying to share my true feelings...so can you tell me how a howI can be  true to myself... I can feel I have been living in a delusional world I want to be out from this world . i don't know why there
Feb 28
February 16, 2021
Dear Diary, Do you know know God....  Someone is very lonely longing for your attention🙂
Feb 16
February 08, 2021
Dear Diary, If some reason or things hurt you with out your ever fault Pls don't cry for thinking about the reason  think that the reason only Is part of your life not your whole life it can pass in a blink of time  Be strong!
Feb 08
January 11, 2021
Dear Diary, Today I have so much to tell you first of all today is the first day me as final year student after lock down... You know what after the so much rest in the lock down I am able to stand in the lab... Only after 2hours I feel my legs
Jan 11
January 10, 2021
Dear Diary, You know life is such an unpredictable...you know one time comes when you think that you are the happiest in the world after the moment  you will think the reason why you happy is just an illusion in the name of happiness...yeah y
Jan 09
January 04, 2021
Dear Diary, Today I had a very entertaining, very adventurous and a same time very shocking day.... Do you know today our principal arranged a meeting and gave us a very shocking news that we have to sit for examination for 3rd year which is cancel
Jan 04
January 02, 2021
Dear Diary, Today after 9 month I came back again in hostel...i'm feeling many things in same time excited for enjoying last year, emotional for again being separated from my family...but l'm happy for the things that is happening in my life.
Jan 02
December 17, 2020
Dear Diary, The tears I want to hold are flowing  from the eyes...i don't know how I offended  my Bapi...if I ever respected and loved anyone it's you both...bapi...your every word is important for me... Why you didn't understand, your word hurt
Dec 17
December 17, 2020
Dear Diary, It's been 8 days I'm in my home where someone I love, becomes a priceless  memorie...i can feel the touch but the warmness I used to feel didn't find and honestly I didn't try to find them bcz I know they r lost forever with her...
Dec 17
December 09, 2020
Dear Diary, Sometimes it gives me feel like it's just only infatuation sometime... it's give me feelings like I seriously love him... Sometimes it's feel like why am not missing him even if I don't talk to him very long... We are miles apart but
Dec 09
December 03, 2020
Dear Diary Today I 'm little happy because my father will come to see me. ..but little scared also if all does not go well...actually I'm very careful with my relationship with my father because after my mother's death he is the only person who l
Dec 03