To: Chloe
From: me
I miss you too much. I always wanted you to be happy, but I never thought that would be without me. I know you want to start over, But I can't look at you the same. For the last 8 years, we have been best friends. I want to go back. I can't because te minute I made the tiniest mistake you left. After years of connection, I was ignored. You would answer my call, text, or emails. You willingly left me and I can't get over it. You promised we would plan a future together. We would be roommates and you didn't want kids but You wanted to be around to help out with mine. We wanted to spend all summer together this year. Even though you hurt me. I'm still having a hard time moving one, but you sure didn't. How can I get over that? You know I constantly fear abandonment and you still hurt me.
In a way, we were toxic to each other. We were all each other had. We depended on each other. you were my everything. Now that you walked away. I can't look at you the same. You threatened to tell my family my biggest secret. I need to walk away. I have made new friends and better ones. I had just moved on when you wanted this back. The thing is I cried and cried. I was depressed over you. I can't continue to let you back in. I want to so bad. I let you walk all over me. I want you to know. If you ever really need me I will be here and I will never forget us. I only want you to be happy, but this time it has to be without me. I need time for myself. Maybe in a little while like 2024. For now, It's over.