Lavenderlovely's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, I saw my crush at the party. I was freaking out. We cuddled and hugged a lot for a while. I told him I really like them. And I was like were you not getting those cues. They said they didn't get cute so I told them again that I like the

Dear Diary, hey guys.  I'm going to start writing here everyday. Today I got out of an episode I took a shower I got up early I did my chores. The basics I know I went to the library with my dad and they hang out with a friend and we made cookies

Dear Diary, forgiveness. Forgiveness the drug. I forgive a lot sometimes too much. Because I'd rather let them back in for them to hurt me over and over then push them away. I let them walk all over me. Kind of scared to be alone that fear allows m

Dear Diary,  sleep is a mystery. I can never get enough. I go days without sleeping sometimes. I just want to be able to be left alone. I sleep too much. I can never find a balance I'll lay in bed for hours and hours without sleeping. And sometim

Dear Diary, Sadness is a scary thing. When I lay in my bed late at night I think about all the things I did the day. I think about every single mistake I made period how much I hate everyone and myself sometimes. I think about my form of control th

Dear Diary,  I don't want to be 20 sm in still in my head at about 11 in the bedroom talking to my mom. I'm so tired of lying here and remembering the times that she was nice and good. When all she's done is hurt I miss her more than words describe.

Dear Diary,  Hey everyone. If your reading this my "Name" Is May. I'm using a middle name so nobody knows who I really am. I want you to still know me. So here's a little bit about me. I'm ** years old. I love light pink and lavender. I love colo

Sissy, I love you more than anyone. You are everything to me. You have always been their when my parents haven't. I will always love you. Who needs mom when I have you. I love u

To: Chloe From: me I miss you too much. I always wanted you to be happy, but I never thought that would be without me. I know you want to start over, But I can't look at you the same. For the last 8 years, we have been best friends. I want to go