February 26, 2023

    I’ve never wrote on this app before so i’m just gonna say what I feel. 

Today I had the worst panic attack i’ve ever had. I have very bad sensory issues and my parents where forcing me to wash dishes. I don’t care how bratty or stupid this may sound but my brain freaked out. Just the thought of looking at, let alone TOUCHING that food on the dishes freaked me out so much I had a panic attack. I felt like I couldn’t even stand up. I’m not anorexic or anything but my relationship with food is ruining my life.