Dear Diary, I have not written In a while but here Is an update on my life.
I got my make-up back so I'm happy and I cut my hair and I think My mom's gonna redye it because she said her and my sister have another surprise to boost my self esteem. For the first time in a while I went out side in shorts not carring about people seeing my scars a little girl walked up to my at dollar tree and asked if I was ok I almost cried but told her yes and she skipped away to her parents who looked like they were sorry for me I smiled and walked away. BUT I found out my mom and dad aniversary is next weekend and they be sending me to my sisters............the fuck I hate it their dude so much her bf is a porn addict he mildy abuses their dog and he pisses me off the only good thing about her house is my sister and the fact she is a vape addict soooo many vapes just everywhere around the house dude no joke its like heaven but my dad told me with this new meds iv'e been better and he told me "DO NOT go through you're sisters shit again ok I trust u wont" fuckkkk he trust me again this finna suck donkey balls if I fuck up again also my dad has been really into coin misprints and Pokemon he just gave me hella cards and we found a life changing penne like there is no other penne like this one at all so finger's crossed when we get it graded
I will write more later just needed to get some stuff out