January 11, 2023

 

Dear Diary,

Today ..like every other day is a mixed day, where every second of the day requires alertness. Living as now was never what i wished my life to be like or how my values fit. Though all the same ... I love my kids deeply and more than anything, even if the flight and fight mode has made me inept or rigid on the outside. I were living by myself even in the previous city but i never felt at such a loss to compensate the needs of kids as over here with the relatives. 


The recess is such a haste,

The glass shield all the vision

Look! You brought my counsel to

Refrain me from being alone,

And now I am more alone

Than I ever were....


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