Dice_dice's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, didn't do much today almost the whole day , last night i went to bad at 4:3X in the morning cuz i was playing AFK arina was fun but my eyes were red wine in the morning , so yeah i want to get a shower now but i guess the water would be

Dear   , well it's the 3rd day without using (reddit,X,facebook,instagram) this it's kinda cool but hella hard , i mess shitposting and other people reactions on my posts , though i don't have many , the point is am going to make it i'll pause that

Dear Diary, i have to go home am not doing shit here at school anyways jsut sleeping and eating , the other day i got poisoned , nothing left for me here.today i was invited to go to the beach i refused , why idk? i spent the day sleeping and learn

Dear Diary, am having this SQL project at school , people have gone on vaction in about a month or so but we fucking still at school it def sucks , i spent the whole morning working on it and am just half way through , idk prob i'll just watch mush

Dear Diary, i'm on the same page again i can't decide what side to peak should i interact more with humans or just be like this and ignore eveyone. what makes me hesitant more is that i need others to make progress and evolve get work etc.. ofc i

Dear whoever, am back again to this site , i was thinking about having a diary like a physical one , but i have a room mate that may find it so yeah ! anyway i have lot to say but am kinda busy rn , i have 2 exams tomorrow , java and SI , hope i v

Trigger Warning for anyone who struggles with thoughts of suicide…… I was on my way to work today after my lunch break and while I was driving I had a sudden thought, “I should kms.” I would never do that and the reason I would never do that is becau

Dear Diary, For some reason, I can never just feel satisfied. My job is great, I have the most awesome boss ever. My home life is going ok, I have the most supportive boyfriend ever, he’s amazing. It’s not him that I’m not satisfied with because

Dear Diary, Some days it just gets hard to fight off all the negativity my mind creates for itself. I’m trying really hard not to let my mind get to me. I’m filled with rage, sadness, and resentment today. Trying to keep positive is exhausting.

Dear Diary, Things are going decent. It’s just my thoughts. I’m stuck in a toxic think pattern right now and while I enjoy my time and the things I do, I still have this feeling of wishing I would just disappear. I’m bipolar 2 and I’m in a mixed

Dear Diary, I hate myself. For once I just wanna feel pretty and like I’m decent to look at without trying so fucking hard. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.

Dear Diary, It’s been awhile. I’ve been in therapy for BPD and Bipolar disorder. Not surprising, my mom had both. Kids went to Billings for  9 weeks. Im glad they went. It would have been a hard time for me if they stayed. My mom died and im not

Dear Diary, It has been a minute since writing. I feel all sorts of ways, so much has happened. I have so much anxiety. I started therapy because I genuinely want to fix my shitty inner self, but I don’t know what I want. Relationship wise, I hav

I really have no idea why I have been feeling so unfulfilled with my life lately. Nothing feels like it ever makes my soul feel content. Nothing has been satisfying to me on the inside and I just feel like some part of me is missing. I wish I knew wh

Dear Diary, In all honesty I am in the worst mental shape of my life. I have never felt so lost or so fucked up than I have been for these past few months. I am so tired of pretending and telling people how “ok” I am. I have so much resentment in

Dear Diary, I have been stuck. I feel like I am never going to get over it. I feel like my bf is going to forever be stuck on his ex, but I feel stuck in the relationship because we have a house that I bought in my name because I planned for us