January 05, 2023 #394
Dear Diary,
I am wiggling. Not literally ofc lol.
I know the time limit is getting closer and closer. And I found a recruit agent company which was smh look good. Who knows the truth? But anyways that’s the start…
But I’m still scared. Then I’m wiggling :(
It’s true that I feel cool about me if I start job hunting earlier this year. It’s January baby…
My room is clean and tidy so far since New Years Eve. Goody goody I’m proud of myself. But the thing is, there’s all the junks that I wasn’t sure how to separate and dispose. Hahaha
She worked till the midnight without eating except some snacks. Her back hurts and she must have been hungry… and she has morning shift today.
I guess she’s already stated new day.
She texted me after she left her workplace. I was worrying if she should go home and eat then sleep as soon as possible. But she kept texting me. I don’t think she’s texting to multiple friends. Only for me. What’s gonna happen next?
I am just overreacting but if she thinks I am the one… this idea makes me feel insecure about myself. “Not enough not enough not enough… “
I don’t fall in love with someone but I sometimes love people deeply. Not romantic way probably tho.
I did ring fit adventure for 35mim. Felt awesome. It actually made me think positive about my job hunting. Just a little bit tho. I think it helps me a lot if I do the same thing regularly.
How about… make each time real hard then do it for only short time but do it every day? I don’t think it’s a physically healthy way but I think it’s good for mental health. :)
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