Dear Diary, she’s finally gone now. I spent almost whole week with her.
Went together to the airport. After we ate my country’s specialty as our last meal together, we walk around inside of the airport. Wtf! That observation deck! Leaving airplanes and the sunset!!! We cried sitting on a bench. I didn’t really expect it to be that emotional. I don’t know she said she was cried but I couldn’t really tell. She said she was crying for the first time after long time. I could feel she was shaking. She was shaking. We forgot about the time passing through but we were crying silently on her shoulder and on my head. She was rubbing my hand lightly. I couldn’t stop hold her hand little bit tighter and tighter every time we hear the engine noise.
Lastly, I don’t know if she planned it or it’s just spontaneous but she gave me her scarf. Her favorite colors. And her perfume. I know it kinda creepy but I decided to keep it in a ziplock bag when I got home… cuz I liked her perfume. It’s gonna be -11℃ when she gets her home airport. I am worrying.
We are both shy but definitely we’re making a scene.
I was there while she was going though the security check. I was waving at her until our last moment.
Tears got stronger after she finally disappeared. I couldn’t leave the airport until I saw the sign “departed”