Dear Diary,
A lot of new things started to happen and I still overthink about everything.Waking up everyday and the illness is still is a shadow,of course after all the things I did to myself mentally and physically I knew that it's a matter of time until my body will tell to stop ✋️ and rest. I'm trying to learn how to rest, but my brain isn't helping so much.
But in all of this mess(of course there is more)I saw that I had so much to do,and I did pushed myself to the edge,and I need this time to really take care of myself