November 29, 2022 #379

 

Dear Diary, hey I was listening to Rammstein, Foo Fighters, Supremes, and Donovan all day long. 


My favorites. It’s really great that I can listen to music again. My brain is not that sensitive anymore :)


I went to walk… or to do shopping. I wanted to buy traditional sweets for her but all the shops are somehow closed. But I tried to find them find. After finished the shopping, I felt kinda stupid because I kinda knew that they weren’t what I wanted her to try. And I accidentally broke them while I was walking. 


So…I ate all of them all at once. Actually delicious. So…all good? 


It’s her trip. It was the message that I was trying to do too much. My bad! 


But it was little fun travel for me to explore the town like a quest lol


My CBT journey seems like 👍🏼 so far. 



Anyways last night was weird. Did I actually explain myself to mom?? It was challenging because she didn’t know all the lgbtq terms. I was too awkward to show up. My mom was kinda crying…??? Yeah I guess so. 
Mom I’m not that different from majority! Did I make her sad because I told her that all my friends knows my sogi? It’s not true though… I just wanted to be strong even only surface. 
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