Dear ghost,
The part of me which is so bad that I want to hide it from the rest of the world, I want to close it in a steel box, close it with chains and locks and throw it in the deep dark ocean of me. I don't want anyone to find out. Even if they do, I want it to come out with flowers. I should just bury it so that even if I dig until I bleed from tip of my fingers, I wil not be able to uncover it. However, it burns like an addiction. They say that everyone need an addiction to really live in the world. You could say it is mine. I know it is pathetic. That I should massacre it yet it remains.It is and shall be my biggest secret.
Only you can find it out.
Only if you try but if you don't.
So be it.
Yours