Dear Diary,
two classes until i see nick! wade was wearing a mask today --- idk why. i am usually so excited to see nick, but today is another mid-day. so was yesterday, but i'm still kind of happy to see him! i'm in another place i can look at him, he can look at me, and we can talk! we're kind of far away, but we still talk. anyways, lemme descrie nick. he's tall, athletic, kinda nerdy, sweet, and kind.
update: (at home)
fml!! nick made me cry in front of the entire 2nd period. and i fell down the stairs in front of him. i saw the number 444 today and that makes me super happy. anyways, what worse is that my best friend, hannah, started laughing when i was crying. i just think i'll distance me from them as much as i can... i literally just realized i can't do that omg. i have to sit beside nick. . . i think ashton and i are getting along better! we talk SO MUCH. wade & i saw each other in SADD, but not much after that. actually, not at all after that? he may have got signed out. i had like three different anxiety attacks in 2nd period. i will actually kms if i have to go back tomorrow. honestly, idrc abt the crying part, but the falling down the stairs...! embarrassing urself is a slay!
xoxo
-nicks<3...